You know no matter how good I feel

There’s a gloomy eerie desolate pain

Roaming it’s way around me

What can I do ?

Who do I scurry along to

Eerie Thoughts just ooze in my mind

No matter how much I smile

I can’t fake the senile thoughts

That’s roaming on the inside

Saying :

Just go away

Rid of yourself

Take leave of this earth

But, for why ?

If My mental wasn’t tough

Armored up in love

With brick city grit

I don’t know what I possible could of done

I could never be alone with a gun

The Devil would be like no problem sun

I’m not just anybody

I’m not just anybody

So God please have my back

Cause I’m leaning back

So sorry to the people who love me and care about me

So sorry if I’m not living it up to your expectations

The devil been trying to break me

I don’t wanna go back to psych wards again

I don’t wanna take these pills either

So please god have my back

I’m not just anybody

I just wanna live my life

And share it to everybody

God I’m sorry I am struggle to cope with the power you gave me

Sorry for being the one who made it

I wish it was someone else

So I can be like a sheep in the matrix

I’m feeling sorry for others

Because I’m going through something

Ain’t that crazy

Poetic Negus

My name is Antwane Boyce a.k.a the Poetic Negus , I am 21 years old, born and raised in America. I am African American with a lot in my mind and a story to tell. I want to be change in the country I live in. I want my words to have an positive Impact on the world around me. So subscribe! And travel the galaxy of this young brother’s melanin mind.

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